I do know
I know that the Lord has protected me from something. I don't know what I may never know until I'm in heaven. Who knows. I really wish I had closure. It would be helpful. It's been a year. I still think about it everyday. All I'm left with are the dreams and discussions of 10 years that we're all lies and tricks which is really hard to comprehend. I feel stupider and more unlovable than I ever have. I tried really hard not to fall for any tricks but I did !! So now I find that I'm unlovable and unintelligent that is all Love, Francis